I seem to be studying at geologic speed today. I have barely gotten anything done even though I swear I worked for 3 hours this morning. Then I took this long procrastinatory nap, and now I can't get restarted. My K outline for second semester is 50 pages, which may be most of my problem. Seriously, what was I thinking?!

I don't want to go outside but my apartment is depressing me. It is a disaster and there are many dishes to do, trash to go out, clothes to pack. I still haven't been able to get pacific.net to speak to me so I may not be able to register come next week. I e-mailed Dean Crain, so we'll see what she has to say. Kwami wants to study K flashcards tonight, but if I haven't finished going over the outline I will not be allowed to have fun with flashcards.

I am distracted and weary, and I want to go home, but not really. I just want it to be the middle of the semester again, back when I had motivation and was caught up in the day-to-day. I have a meeting with a criminal lawyer on Monday, and I have no idea what I am going to ask him because I don't want to be a criminal lawyer. I am sure he knows a lot of things that would be useful and beneficial for me to know, but then, I have to figure out how to get him on that topic, whatever it is.

I am sad because my cute blog post from yesterday was erased by my erratic internet connection. I am sad because I have run out of food that I don't have to cook, and yet I have too much to eat before Satuday afternoon when I head home.

Hmm. I guess I'm better just study K until I can't take it anymore, and then I'll study it some more. I know. You feel my pain. Thanks guys.