But I don't want a C!

I'm doing pretty crappy in Appellate and International Advocacy this semester, and I have no one to blame but myself. I hate that! I really don't want a C!!!! (whiney tantrum) I don't hold such high expectations for myself grade wise, I never have. But C's are damaging to my self-esteem, especially when I know it was my own screw-up that caused it. Not feeling ao good about being gone all weekend when I need at least a 75 on this paper. Did I mention I haven't started? Did I mntion I want to cry? I feel just like I'm a kid again, and I want my mommy!